so long..

May 30th, 2007 by bearybearbebear

hello friends, it’s been so long since the last time i update this blog, anyway to catch up with me more often, u can also go to:

..according to His richness & glory..

hope to see u all there, drop me a msg or comments while u r ther..

thanks to all friends who always support me all the way..

i Love It!!!

February 15th, 2007 by bearybearbebear

new season of american idol has begun..i’m so excited, and can’t miss a single show..huhuhuAmerican_idol

Good morning beautiful…

January 16th, 2007 by bearybearbebear

it was few words from a country song i heard in my car to work this morning, and today is a beatiful day indeed..at least beautiful morning, cz i know it’s gonna rain towards the evening.

in the last 2 first weeks of the year, a lot of thing happen around me and to myself. and now we’re already in the 3rd week, yet i don’t have concrete resolution or plan for 2007. everything is so blur. so i decide to leave it to God. i believe he will guide me on those.

my work is as usual, only few changes that challenges me. i hate this to happen in 1st month of the year, i’m a little bit demotivated by the situation and it does affect my focus, which eventually will lead me into a drastic decision..been thinking bout it though…

i’m a little upset now, but i guess it’s only for a while, cz being optimist keep me through. eventhough i’m in a great confusion and uncertainty rite now, but in the back of my mind, i can stil think clearly, thanks to God for that.

all bout holiday!

January 3rd, 2007 by bearybearbebear

last christmas, i went back to kampung..huhuhu..bestnya!

i have already plan all the dishes, cookies and cakes that i’m gonna bake while i’m there for christmas celebration and even bought everything here in bintulu (takut tak sempat pasal terus nak terus balik kampung, malas nak shopping lagi sampai sibu..hehhehe..but still need to shop at the wet market sibu for meats, fish and vege).

christmas was always great in kampung, eventho my family are all concentrating for my sis ceremony on the 28th, but for me, christmas is always first in my priority, no matter how big is my sis ceremony to her and the rest of my family. this is becoz, i have always missed christmas celebrations for so many time during my study time. so i enjoyed christmas as much as i could while being very busy helping and preparing for my sis ceremony, part from that i also would like my darling to enjoy christmas in my kampung as this is the first time he is celebrating christmas with us there.

then, on the 27th, relatives and neighbours start to fill my house, lending their hands for preparation of my sis ceremony the next day, i was working none stop since 4am(27th) until next morning 2am(28th) (and for the record, i work like that since the day i went back there ( since 23rd) so i barely have time to rest, except church time and meal time plus few hours of sleep every morning before dawn) and thanks to God everything went smooth on her ceremony and finally it’s all over..and yet,

it’s not over, the days after there are loads of works to do…huhuhuhu…and more tragic is that every person i rely on to help are all sick (they got fever), adek, mom, hazel herself, (excuse for kakak becoz she is pregnant, don’t dare to make her work hard, eventho she did work hard to help the whole week) at this point, i am so thankful to God coz i’m still healthy and still have the energy to do all the chores, if not..i will feel very guilty towards my mom, and i have promise myself, i would not go back to bintulu, if the work is not complete yet.. thanks also to my darling, he has been working hard also helping us. so when we left the other day, everything is done, and my mom need not to do any heavy chores except for some cleaning work at the kitchen.

..huh what a holiday..well actually in the end, i forget all the sweats but treasure all the sweets..laughter, fun, teases and jokes we share. To be there together with my family is the sweetest moment in my life :) and i can’t wait to do it again. Luv you all..dad, mom, bros and sisters..

spectaculars are back!!!

November 7th, 2006 by bearybearbebear

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WORLD POOL CHAMPIONSHIP 2006 (click for official website)

now it has been four days the world pool championship happening in the Philippines, the qualifying tournaments is now stil on with eight groups competing.

i am getting crazy for this game, my favourite is from the Philippines itself, the ‘magician’ Efren Reyes, as he is so brilliant. not forgetting good looking Mika Immonen, plus Bustamante who is also a promising player. i hope this time the championship will be more interesting than the last time.

anyway, the young Wu chia ching (last World champion) is around too, sure the heat is getting higher :)

i know i’m not alone who crazy bout pool, friends, care to discuss bout this, do drop me msg ok!

Nerdy

November 5th, 2006 by bearybearbebear

last friday i broke my glasses :( i am so sad that happened. but my colleague try to comfort me, by convincing me it’s time for me to change to a new one. of all my glasses in my entire life, that one has the shortest life span. i just made it end of last year,means it hasn’t reached a year. how i wish i’m not short-sighted..

i need to make a new one immediately, because lately i got eye irritation frequently when i’m wearing contact lenses to work so i need to wear glasses. after asking some of my staff info on where to get cheap one, on saturday, i went to town, not much choice though, well not much to expect in this small town. somehow i manage to get one in the end, after arguing several time with my boyfriend :) (that is normal for us).

when i reached home, i try it on..and have a long look in the mirror of my own image…1 minute pass by, and seconds after that, i can’t help it..i laugh histerically at myself..hahhahahhahhaha..i look like a secondary school nerd wearing that spec..hahhahahahha..then i recall back how convincing was my boyfriend’s comment when i tried it on earlier at the shop..maybe it doesn’t look that bad after all, i thought..hehehhe

then this morning, i went to work with my new glasses, well nothing abnormal goin on so far, and surprisingly, i hardly notice i’m wearing it until just before i write this blog, my staff casually said "new spec maam?" with a smile on his face, then only i remember to post this blog ;) hehehehhe, well i don’t really bother now how i look with this new spec, as long as i can see clearly :)

Thanks to God that gives wisdom to human that create this faulty vision corrector.

music that hit me

November 1st, 2006 by bearybearbebear

i have new top hitz songs played in my car,  downloading fresh and cool song make my day :) right now playing on my pc was chemicals react, quite okay..love it also. but on top of it, welcome to the black parade catch me most and the vid is also cool. but this type of music fade away in no time..

yesterday, my boyfriend burn me  a CD which content all my rock Praise song (christian song), he is so brilliant in mixing the music, no doubt tht CD gonna be our best collection ever. Our passion for Jesus is one that we could not compromise, through music is one of it, no matter how many type of new of music offered by the world, eventhough we have it played in car, house and office but listening to it is just mere pleasure to the ears. But praise & worship song, touch the soul, renew the spirit and heals the heart, bringing us closer to God, and can’t really describe the feeling. thanks to God for creating music..such a great masterpiece.

two thumbs up for the best!

October 26th, 2006 by bearybearbebear

watching Michael Schumacher last race was adrenalin pumpin’, his achievement in F1 has been remarkable, 7 time world champion is more than enough to prove that he is the best. i am a die hard fan of him since he join ferrari, and ferrari is always my favourite team throughout the years, and it has been 10 years i have been supporting them, and still counting. for me, he will be a great legend ever in this motorsport. definitely, it will not be the same for the ferrari team next season without Michael.

last nite, Denn ask me who will be my next favourite driver for F1, i told him, we’ll see but definitely not Alonso, eventhough he will move to McLaren next season, as i don’t favor renault’s car all this while. actually my second favourite driver is Kimi,and it seems to be coincidence for he is moving to ferrari next season, but he stil has a room for improvement to catch up Michael’s perfomance. anyway…Go Kimi!

i still remember there are few person close to me a fan of Montoya, well friends, don’t be sad, it’s a farewell to Montoya a good racer of F1. but no worries guys, he still can be seen in NASCAR.

before i end, all the best for MSC for his future undertaking..God bless you always dude..you are a Hero…to me and lots other people from around the world who never fail to watch you racing in F1.

chances..n circumstances..

August 11th, 2006 by bearybearbebear

Reading a bulletin post by a friend, remind me back bout boy-girl relationship (BGR) seminar held in Shah Alam by Ps. Sam few years back. i learn a lot from the talk and teaching that he gave and even still keeping his note till today. i understand at young age, a desire to have a love relationship is pretty much pressing our emotion and rational thinking. sometime it get a person feels so desperate or worrying too much about BGR, afraid that they will never get a chance to have one. in other situation, those who are already involve in one..their situation it slightly more complicated when they face problem in it. Not all relationship gonna be like you wanted it to be. God give a lots of guide about it in the bible, His tips are the most applicable to all couples and singles out there. please pray for God guidance for a relationship,  if u have prayed, then wait for His answer, if you already have the answer, stick to it no matter how. remember, in BGR, your emotion will forever try to influence you more then necessary, let God lead you, rather than your emotion. Two more thing that is important, first is chances..always allowed yourself to have or give more than one chance, because so did God in His relationship with us. second, circumstances… in any of it, always allow rational thinking to take place, because human being are given freedom to choose which is granted by God, so your choice is in your hand, remember that! God has complete everything for you, now it is your own responsibility towards your relationship.

Have a nice day my friends! God Bless You!

another blessing received from God

June 25th, 2006 by bearybearbebear

first of all..thanks to God for His blessing towards my life, recently He bless me with something i guess every friend of mine back in KL and Shah Alam been wating for (ever since i started working, u guys keep on asking when im getting one..haha..at last, i own it)…well thanks Guys for all your supports and prayers, wish u all are here with me, i plan to make a small thanksgiving dinner or BBQ and most important is to share the blessing and joy with others..and thanks to my dear Boy friend too for making this a reality ;) love u dear..